Paranoid

I am always been it all the time.I always think bad about those people around me.I'm feeling like they want to do something bad and ruined my life.I know you might think I'm crazy.Maybe I am crazy for you but for me I am a sinner.I am fooled by you.You break my heart when I'm starting to love you.I'm crying for the entire night and I'm drinking alcohol along with this medicine that  I got from my friends.They said it would help me to forget about my problems.It's quite funny when I remember about what my dad have done to me when he find out that I'm getting drunk.He's almost kill me with his fist.My bones crack but I'm lucky that it heal