VIII part - The try to live

Now I am exhausted,

I try to laugh,

To smile.

I make myself do it every day,

But I remember you,

And the sword in my wound turned.

I scream inside

So loudly

That my head hurts.

Then I take your photos

And cut it,

As you did it with my heart.

I'm getting better,

So I'm not gonna stop

That until I forget you...

Don't hope

That you can come back.

No, baby, I found myself

And don't want to lost it again.

P.S.

God

I loved you yesterday,

But today I hate you with all my heart,

Because I try don't lost myself again – that moment is just a spark,

Just don't lost myself again!!!